Come and go.

My life is full of things that aren't permanent.
They just come and go, as they wish and will.
No matter how hard i try, it'll only be a matter of time before the depart.

I'm not really speaking specifically about a thing or a person; generally everything has been like that. From gifts, like my MP3 or PS2, or even my drum sticks, to women; as hard (or as easy) as they appear in my insignificant life, they'll just vanish like that eventually.

I thought i had one thing/person now that stays; one that doesn't even make my mind change.
One that i thought was real, and not just me daydreaming about.
One that makes up for my sleepless nights.
One that makes me doubt my self belief.
One that i thought that was the one.
But i guess it came up just short of real huh. Tch.

The only thing that is permanent in my life is just, well, the voices inside. And of course, the music. These are the only two things that never change, thorughout my life, they have always been true. As annoying as the voices get, yet, they are the ones accompanying me whenever I'm alone. As for the music, they always keep me in the mood, or sane for that matter. The right kind of music usually appears at the right moment; which is somehow creepily eerie.

Friends? Yea, sure lots of em. Good ones, too.
Family? Heck, love em like hell.
Dream? Everyday i wanna be a wannabe.
Lovers? As usual, I'm a problematic one.

But yet, everything feels as if they're not really there.
I mean they're there but, well, nothing seems to be sticking in its place nowadays.

Signing off,
Pissed-off-and-Tired Voice.

FISH.....

Huh.
My life is prctically impossible without problems appearing one after the other.
Doesnt have to be the same one; nor does it have to be a big deal or no deal, it'll definitely yank back my smile upside down.
DANG. I'm tired of this.